For the passed few months I tried to be less on my phone. It is only since lent began that I started taking it more seriously. I took on more hobbies. I try to leave my phone in another room, or on the other side of the room, and I try to spend my time more thoughtful.
During my bible study time this morning, as I was reading Psalm 79 verse five which says, “How long, Adonai? Will you be angry forever? How long will your jealousy burn like fire?”
I focused more on that word ‘jealousy.’ I learned that idolatry is the main thing in the bible that causes God to become jealous. It made me aware that all that time on my phone, is time I am not spending with God.
This poem came forth out of that bible study. I am undone by God’s mercy and grace, and I remember the prodigal son returning home. There is always a way home, a way back to God, and for that I am beyond grateful! I can make mistakes, but I am equally able to run back to God and apologise! The Father’s arms are always open, ready to welcome me, and you, home. And that is a blessing I really wanted to share with you this morning!
My Repentance
Awareness hits me,
as I realise,
how much time,
I spend elsewhere.
Hidden in a device,
that should not take,
so much of my time,
I ran away from You.
I cannot turn back time,
and prevent my actions,
and my behaviour,
but I can change today,
and come back,
into Your presence.
Will You accept me,
will You welcome me,
back into Your Home?
I know, You will!
For You love is endless.
Your anger is slow,
and you grace,
is abounding.
You are waiting for me,
at the end of the road,
and when You see me,
you run to me,
and bring me back to You,
back to where I belong!

Do not use without permission! Thank you!







